6/30/2011

凹陷

心情突然凹陷了...

可是因為肚子餓了吧...

Alone on A Wide Wide Sea





心飄到了海上

乘著波濤上下

一望無際的海洋

深邃 張狂


囊括 吞食 一切的

泱漭

6/29/2011

Martyr







A martyr (Greek: μάρτυς, mártys, "witness"; stem μάρτυρ-, mártyr-) is somebody who suffers persecution and death for refusing to renounce a belief or cause, usually religious.



In its original meaning, the word martyr, meaning witness, was used in the secular sphere as well as in the New Testament of the Bible. The process of bearing witness was not intended to lead to the death of the witness, although it is known from ancient writers (e.g. Josephus) and from the New Testament that witnesses often died for their testimonies.

During the early Christian centuries, the term acquired the extended meaning of a believer who is called to witness for their religious belief, and on account of this witness, endures suffering and/or death. The term, in this later sense, entered the English language as a loanword. The death of a martyr or the value attributed to it is called martyrdom.

The early Christians who first began to use the term 'martyr' in its new sense saw Jesus as the first and greatest martyr, on account of his crucifixion. The early Christians appear to have seen Jesus as the archetypical martyr.

The word "martyr" is used in English to describe a wide variety of people. However, the following table presents a general outline of common features present in stereotypical martyrdoms.

Shine on You Crazy Diamond

Remember when you were young,
You shone like the sun.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Now there's a look in your eyes,
Like black holes in the sky.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
You were caught on the crossfire
Of childhood and stardom,
Blown on the steel breeze.
Come on you target for faraway laughter,
Come on you stranger, you legend, you martyr, and shine !


You reached for the secret too soon,
You cried for the moon.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Threatened by shadows at night,
And exposed in the light.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Well you wore out your welcome
With random percision,
Rode on the steel breeze.
Come on you raver, you seer of visions,
Come on you painter, you piper, you prisoner, and shine !

6/28/2011

Call me

Wrap me in a bolt of lightning
Send me on my way still smiling
Maybe that's the way I should go
Straight into the mouth of the unknown

Left the spare key on the table
Never really thought I'd be able to say
I merely visit on the weekend
I lost my whole life and a dear friend

I've said it so many times
I would change my ways
No, never mind
God knows I've tried

Call me a sinner, call me a saint
Tell me it's over, I'll still love you the same
Call me your favorite, call me the worst
Tell me it's over, I don't want you to hurt
It's all that I can say, so I'll be on my way

I finally put it all together
But nothing really lasts forever
I had to make a choice that was not mine
I had to say goodbye for the last time

I kept my whole life in suitcase
Never really stayed in one place
Maybe that's the way it should be
You know I've led my life like a gypsy

I've said it so many times
I would change my ways
No, never mind
God knows I've tried

Call me a sinner, call me a saint
Tell me it's over, I'll still love you the same
Call me your favorite, call me the worst
Tell me it's over, I don't want you to hurt
It's all that I can say, so I'll be on my way

I'll always keep you inside
You healed my heart and my life
And you know I tried

Call me a sinner, call me a saint
Tell me it's over, I'll still love you the same
Call me your favorite, call me the worst
Tell me it's over, I don't want you to hurt
It's all that I can say, so I'll be on my way
So I'll be on my way, so I'll be on my way

If You only knew

If you only knew
I'm hanging by a thread, the web I spin for you
If you only knew
I'd sacrifice my beating heart before I lose you

I still hold onto the letters you returned
I swear I've lived and learned

It's 4:03, and I can't sleep
Without you next to me, I toss and turn like the sea
If I drown tonight, bring me back to life
Breathe your breath in me

The only thing that I still believe in is you
If you only knew

If you only knew how many times I counted
All the words that went wrong
If you only knew how I refuse to let you go
Even when you're gone

I don't regret any days I spent
Nights we shared or letters that I sent

It's 4:03, and I can't sleep
Without you next to me, I toss and turn like the sea
If I drown tonight, bring me back to life
Breathe your breath in me

The only thing that I still believe in is you
If you only knew, if you will only knew

I still hold onto the letters you returned
You helped me live and learn

It's 4:03, and I can't sleep
Without you next to me, I toss and turn like the sea
If I drown tonight, bring me back to life
Breathe your breath in me

The only thing that I still believe in is you
Believe in is you, I still believe in you, oh
If you only knew

Dandelion

The Crow and The Butterfly

I painted your room at
Midnight, so I'd know
Yesterday was over
I put all your books on the top shelf,
Even the one with the four leaf clover
Man, I'm getting older
I took all your pictures off the wall
and wrapped them in a news paper blanket
I haven't slept in what seems like a century,
and now I can barely breathe

[Chorus]
Just like a crow chasing the butterfly
dandelions lost in the summer sky
When you and I were getting high as outer space,
I never thought you'd slip away
I guess I was just a little too late

Your words still serenade me,
Your lullabies won't let me sleep
I've never heard such a haunting melody.
Oh, it's killing me
You know I can barely breathe

[Chorus]
Just like a crow chasing the butterfly
dandelions lost in the summer sky
When you and I were getting high as outer space,
I never thought you'd slip away
I guess I was just a little too late

Just like a crow chasing the butterfly
dandelions lost in the summer sky
When you and I were getting high as outer space,
I never thought you'd slip away -

Like a crow chasing the Butterfly
dandelions lost in the summer sky
When you and I were getting high as outer space,
I never thought you'd slip away
I guess I was just a little too late

Just a little too late

村上龍 - 最後一夜

我們的快樂已經沉澱了,沒辦法流向任何地方,也不會有那種只靠著濃濃的記憶就會快樂的想法。

6/27/2011

注意到

溫柔是可以被利用的

Initial D- Running in the 90s

Modem talking, modern walking in the streets
New desire,take me higher
Lift me higher with your speed
I need fire

Get the satellite if you want to see me
Talking on the net I know the way you like it
Get your credit card cause I need no money
All I wanna get is you baby

*Running in the nineties, is a new way I like to be
I'm just running in the nineties
come on baby run to me
We are running in the nineties, is a new way to set me free
I'm just running in the nineties
yes I wanna know, yes I wanna see

Cyber talking
Cybersex is on the line
New desire

Take me higher
Boost me higher with your mind
Set me on fire

Get the satellite if you want to see me
Talking on the net I know the way you like it
Get your credit card cause I need no money
All I wanna get is you baby


*Repeat

New desire
I need fire

*Repeat

Take me higher
Lift me higher with your speed
I need fire

Get the satellite
Talking on the net
Get your credit card
All I wanna get

Running in the nineties, Running in the nineties
Running in the nineties, Running in the nineties

No Surprise

A heart that's full up like a landfill
A job that slowly kills you
Bruises that won't heal

You look so tired and unhappy
Bring down the government
They don't, they don't speak for us
I'll take a quiet life
A handshake of carbon monoxide

No alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises
Silent, silent

This is my final fit, my final bellyache with

No alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises please

Such a pretty house, such a pretty garden

No alarms and no surprises (let me out of here)
No alarms and no surprises (let me out of here)
No alarms and no surprises please (let me out of here)

6/26/2011

Quote《海邊的卡夫卡》

盧梭把人類開始製造柵欄定義為文明生產之時,一切文明都是在柵欄圍起來的不自由下的產物。

堅強本身可以化作道德。

Quote《尋找幸福的遊戲──澡堂》

「母親的信永遠都是從不痛不癢的閒話家常開始。」

「『我要演戲。為自己想做的事而活。』八重子只是不斷地重覆著這句在自己心中老早就開始腐朽的話。像是在燈光下、在背景音樂吞噬下,敘述著一句璀璨亮麗的台詞。」

Quote《螢火蟲》

「一律乳白色的窗簾,褪了色也不顯目的顏色。」

「我不清楚國旗為何不在夜裡飄揚?夜裡,國家還是存在,許多人仍在工作,這許多人沒有受到國家的庇護,是不是有點不公平?或許沒有什麼大不了,或許根本沒有人注意,只除了我───而我不過是一瞬間的想法,沒有什麼深刻的意味。」

6/21/2011

Comfortably Numb

Hello?
Is there anybody in there?
Just nod if you can hear me.
Is there anyone at home?
Come on, now,
I hear you're feeling down.
Well I can ease your pain
And get you on your feet again.
Relax.
I need some information first.
Just the basic facts
Can you show me where it hurts?

There is no pain you are receding
A distant ship, smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying.
When I was a child I had a fever
My hands felt just like two balloons.
Now I've got that feeling once again
I can't explain you would not understand
This is not how I am.
I have become comfortably numb.

(solo)

I have become comfortably numb.

O. K.
Just a little pin prick.
There'll be no more AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
But you may feel a little sick.
Can you stand up?
I do believe its working. Good.
That'll keep you going through the show
Come on it's time to go.

There is no pain you are receding
A distant ship, smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying.
When I was a child
I caught a fleeting glimpse
Out of the corner of my eye
I turned to look but it was gone
I cannot put my finger on it now
The child is grown,
The dream is gone.
I have become comfortably numb.

6/20/2011

Pie Jesu

Angelis

Celtic Woman

this two versions are so beautiful

Wish you were Here

So, so you think you can tell
Heaven from Hell,
Blue skys from pain.
Can you tell a green field
From a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?

And did they get you to trade
Your heros for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange
A walk on part in the war
For a lead role in a cage?

How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls
Swimming in a fish bowl,
Year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found?
The same old fears.
Wish you were here.


song

柔軟於心

一旦被觸及心中的柔軟

一切都接著自然的發生了

6/17/2011

星星之舟

很久沒有看這麼觸動人心的故事了

哥白尼的呼吸




昨天晚上硬是看完了

中村的哥白尼的呼吸

整個晚上睡不好

裡面人物對事物 對情感的

執著

讓我輾轉反側

得不到心裡想要的

便什麼都無所謂

來者不拒,去者不留

欲求得到更多的傷害


那種痛苦 折磨

盤據於心

如同鬼影一般

無法擺脫


人啊 人啊

真的是很迷人的生物

矛盾和意外不斷

6/11/2011

Hotel California

On a dark desert highway
cool wind in my hair
Warm smell of colitas
rising up through the air
Up ahead in the distance
I saw a shimmering light
My head grew heavy and my sight grew dim
I had to stop for the night

There she stood in the doorway
I heard the mission bell
And I was thinking to myself
'This could be Heaven or this could be Hell'
Then she lit up a candle
and she showed me the way
There were voices down the corridor,
I thought I heard them say...

Welcome to the Hotel California
Such a lovely place
Such a lovely face
Plenty of room at the Hotel California
Any time of year, you can find it here

Her mind is Tiffany-twisted
she got the Mercedes Benz
She got a lot of pretty, pretty boys,
that she calls friends
How they dance in the courtyard
sweet summer sweat.
Some dance to remember
some dance to forget

So I called up the Captain
'Please bring me my wine'
He said,'We haven't had that spirit here since nineteen sixty nine'
And still those voices are calling from far away,
Wake you up in the middle of the night
Just to hear them say...

Welcome to the Hotel California
Such a lovely place
Such a lovely face
They livin' it up at the Hotel California
What a nice surprise, bring your alibis

Mirrors on the ceiling,
The pink champagne on ice
And she said 'We are all just prisoners here
of our own device'
And in the master's chambers
They gathered for the feast
They stab it with their steely knives
But they just can't kill the beast

Last thing I remember, I was
Running for the door
I had to find the passage back
To the place I was before
'Relax,'said the night man,
We are programmed to receive.
You can checkout any time you like
but you can never leave

今天

今天回去看了看以前的文章

從濫情到成形

有點欣慰的感覺

也許真的成長了



莫名奇妙地花了2300

買了一副耳環

只是為了補上掉進排水口的那一個

沒有單賣所以沒辦法單買

6/10/2011

La Vie en Rose (chanson)

Des yeux qui font baisser les miens
Un rir' qui se perd sur sa bouch'
Voila le portrait
sans retouch'
De I'homme auquel j'appartiens

Quand il me prend dans ses bras
ll me parle tout bas
Je vois la vie en rose
ll me dit des mots d'amour
Des mots de tous les jours
Et ca m'a fait quelque chose
ll est entre dans mon coeur
Une part de bonheur
Dont je connais la cause
C'est lui par moi
Moi par lui
dans la vie
ll me I'a dit
I'a jure pour la vie
Et des que je I'apercois
Alors je sens en moi
Mon coeur qui bat

When he takes me in 's arms
And whispers love for me
Everything is lovely
It's him for me and me for him
AII my life and it's so real
What I feel this is why

Et des que je I'apercois
Alors je sens en moi
Mon coeur qui bat
La vie en roge
la vie en rose

6/09/2011

不一樣

昨天想了一下

如果把分數能上 建中的女生

讓她去念建中不知道會發生什麼事情...



建中錄取台大的人數一直都比北一女多

好像學測滿級分的人也是一樣


好希望有人可以做這個研究

然後也安排一位能上北一女的男生去念北一女



好想知道有什麼不一樣

什麼樣子?

昨天

第一次浮現

「算了吧,別回家了...」


有點麻木了

沒有辦法溝通

以致於 想要離開


會變成什麼樣子?

6/04/2011

Blonde on Blonde

Cats and dogs are coming down
14th street is gonna drown
Everyone else rushing round
I've got blonde on blonde
On my portable stereo
It's a lullabye
From a giant golden radio
I've got no time i wanna lose
To people with something to prove
What can you do but let them talk
And make your way down the block
I've got blonde on blonde
On my portable stereo
It's a lullabye
From a giant golden radio
It's a lullabye
From wonder-woman's radio

Music

8 Femmes


八個女人

勾心鬥角

圖顯出女人的天性

狹隘v.s寬大


電影中有很多音樂成分

很活潑

看完電影後

越來越佩服導演

Mint Designs




6/03/2011

Billie Holiday



Wiki En


Yesterdays of Lady Day



Two Sons of Francisco


此部電影是真人真事

是一個追尋夢想的故事

咬牙忍耐

堅持換來的成功

在讓人喜悅的同時也讓人覺得特別心酸

過程中失去的

往往是在人的意料之外

歌曲很好聽

應該是葡萄牙文

歌詞中融著人的感情

很容易擄獲人心

6/02/2011

Sommersturm


一部德國片

關於性向懷疑認同

可以看見主角的掙扎

不過整個來說是部輕鬆的片

然後意外發現了一個好聽的聲音

是部讓人愉快的電影


Blonde on Blonde

Nada Surf wiki

6/01/2011

La Vie en Rose



與Billie Holiday同年出生的歌手

Édith Piaf

混亂的一生

嗓音迷倒眾生



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