I don't know since when I changed to such a cold-hearted guy
I have to warm this frozen, icy, lonely heart to thaw
I like being wrapped with warmness more than anything else for sure
I'm gonna make my coming days to be filled with laughter and joy
I let myself down that I'm more cruel than I thought I would be
I'm just a loser who ends up by caring for my soul
I don't give my heart to no one cause I don't wanna waste my time
I tried to love this loneliness to slip out of this lonesome hole
Sorrow is what I hate but it's grown my sensations
Regrets taught me how to make any hard decisions
Peace is always by my side but I've never felt it once
Love is not the word only for the sweet romance
Well, I'm scared, scared, scared, scared to death
And I'm scared to keep on going on my way
Well, I'm scared, scared, scared, scared to death
And I'll tell myself I'm special till the end
Recalling my torn, broken, aching heart of these long days
And all the memories I wanted to forget for making leaps
Recalling, breaking, aching, crying, making sure to me
And I take all and grin at my future on the way
3/31/2011
無法接受
即使只是想想
也還是無法接受
不能理解為什麼CLAMP
會讓"籠"的番外出現百目鬼和五月七日的喜帖
為什麼他們要這樣?
這不是跟世界妥協的問題...根本就是在愚弄人的情感
可以有一個 模糊的結尾
但是不要打亂原有的感覺
那種心照不宣的隱晦 酸、苦、甘甜
然而卻被那樣突如其來的「事件」抹去一切
好像從前的那些記憶都只是 讀者的幻覺
為什麼不讓角色堅持己見 面對最誠實的自己
百目鬼心中最重要的人 永遠都是他不是嗎?
也還是無法接受
不能理解為什麼CLAMP
會讓"籠"的番外出現百目鬼和五月七日的喜帖
為什麼他們要這樣?
這不是跟世界妥協的問題...根本就是在愚弄人的情感
可以有一個 模糊的結尾
但是不要打亂原有的感覺
那種心照不宣的隱晦 酸、苦、甘甜
然而卻被那樣突如其來的「事件」抹去一切
好像從前的那些記憶都只是 讀者的幻覺
為什麼不讓角色堅持己見 面對最誠實的自己
百目鬼心中最重要的人 永遠都是他不是嗎?
3/30/2011
FACE
Large lips in the motion
Trying to keep blaming on
As I say reason I'm late on
Find you turning
Laughing and smiling
Running over sometimes
Feel like you leave me behind
Now you don't have to mind it
Find you shining
Everyday by day
Sing it up, my sister
In this world which everyone is lonely
Everything will be fine someday
Remember
Playing in a backyard
Hiding myself in garage
Since you never could catch me
Find you crying
Weeping in darkness
Sing it up, my sister
In this world which everyone is lonely
Everything will be fine someday
Some other day
Large lips in the motion
Trying to keep blaming on
As I say reason I'm late on
Find you turning
Laughing and smiling
Sing it up, my sister
In this world which everyone is lonely
Everything will be fine
Some other day
Sing it up, my sister
In this world which everyone is lonely
Everything will be fine someday
Some other day
Some other day
Trying to keep blaming on
As I say reason I'm late on
Find you turning
Laughing and smiling
Running over sometimes
Feel like you leave me behind
Now you don't have to mind it
Find you shining
Everyday by day
Sing it up, my sister
In this world which everyone is lonely
Everything will be fine someday
Remember
Playing in a backyard
Hiding myself in garage
Since you never could catch me
Find you crying
Weeping in darkness
Sing it up, my sister
In this world which everyone is lonely
Everything will be fine someday
Some other day
Large lips in the motion
Trying to keep blaming on
As I say reason I'm late on
Find you turning
Laughing and smiling
Sing it up, my sister
In this world which everyone is lonely
Everything will be fine
Some other day
Sing it up, my sister
In this world which everyone is lonely
Everything will be fine someday
Some other day
Some other day
BECK─ Moon on The Water
Full moon sways
Gently in the night of one fine day
On my way
Looking for a moment with my dear
Full moon waves
Slowly on the surface of the lake
You are there
Smiling in my arms for all those years
What a fool!
I don't know about tomorrow
What it's like to be
Ah~
I was sure
'Couldn't let myself to go
Even though I feel
The end
Oh my fair...
Floating like a bird that's in her wings
You are there
Smiling in my arms for all those years
What a fool!
I don't know about tomorrow
What it's like to be
Ah~
I was sure
'Couldn't let myself to go
Even though I feel
The end
Full moon sways
Gently in the night of one fine day
You are there
Smiling in my arms for all those years
Gently in the night of one fine day
On my way
Looking for a moment with my dear
Full moon waves
Slowly on the surface of the lake
You are there
Smiling in my arms for all those years
What a fool!
I don't know about tomorrow
What it's like to be
Ah~
I was sure
'Couldn't let myself to go
Even though I feel
The end
Oh my fair...
Floating like a bird that's in her wings
You are there
Smiling in my arms for all those years
What a fool!
I don't know about tomorrow
What it's like to be
Ah~
I was sure
'Couldn't let myself to go
Even though I feel
The end
Full moon sways
Gently in the night of one fine day
You are there
Smiling in my arms for all those years
3/26/2011
大家_最後
看了Holic的番外"籠"
有一種想要不醉不歸的感覺
百目鬼竟然要結婚了...
真是「心碎」
在最後
百目鬼告訴四月一日
五月七日最重要的人是他
四月一日問他說 你不介意嗎?
百目鬼說不會
因為對他來說 君尋也一樣是最重要的那一個人吧
所以他才可以接受
真的有種諷刺的感覺
只是做出了選擇吧
大家 最後
有一種想要不醉不歸的感覺
百目鬼竟然要結婚了...
真是「心碎」
在最後
百目鬼告訴四月一日
五月七日最重要的人是他
四月一日問他說 你不介意嗎?
百目鬼說不會
因為對他來說 君尋也一樣是最重要的那一個人吧
所以他才可以接受
真的有種諷刺的感覺
只是做出了選擇吧
大家 最後
3/24/2011
3/23/2011
找回心跳
3/21/2011
Billie Holiday - It Had to Be You
It had to be you, it had to be you
I wandered around & finally found, that somebody
who could make me be true
could make me be blue
& even be glad just to be sad, thinking of you
Some others i've seen might never be mean,
might never be cross, or try to be boss
But they wouldn't do
For nobody else gave me a thrill
With all your faults, i love you still
It had to be you, wonderful you
It had to be you ..
It had to be you, it had to be you
I wandered around & finally found, that somebody
who could make me be true
could make me be blue
& even be glad just to be sad, thinking of you
Some others i've seen might never be mean,
might never be cross, or try to be boss
But they wouldn't do
For nobody else gave me a thrill
With all your faults, i love you still
It had to be you, wonderful you
It had to be you ..
song
I wandered around & finally found, that somebody
who could make me be true
could make me be blue
& even be glad just to be sad, thinking of you
Some others i've seen might never be mean,
might never be cross, or try to be boss
But they wouldn't do
For nobody else gave me a thrill
With all your faults, i love you still
It had to be you, wonderful you
It had to be you ..
It had to be you, it had to be you
I wandered around & finally found, that somebody
who could make me be true
could make me be blue
& even be glad just to be sad, thinking of you
Some others i've seen might never be mean,
might never be cross, or try to be boss
But they wouldn't do
For nobody else gave me a thrill
With all your faults, i love you still
It had to be you, wonderful you
It had to be you ..
song
3/18/2011
Adele‧Rolling in the deep
There's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark,
Finally, I can see you crystal clear,
Go ahead and sell me out and I'll lay your sheet bare,
See how I'll leave with every piece of you,
Don't underestimate the things that I will do,
There's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark,
The scars of your love remind me of us,
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all,
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless,
I can't help feeling,
We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside of your hands,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
Baby, I have no story to be told,
But I've heard one on you and I'm gonna make your head burn,
Think of me in the depths of your despair,
Make a home down there as mine sure won't be shared,
The scars of your love remind me of us,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
I can't help feeling,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside of your hands,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
Could have had it all,
Rolling in the deep,
You had my heart inside of your hands,
But you played it with a beating,
Throw your soul through every open door,
Count your blessings to find what you look for,
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold,
You'll pay me back in kind and reap just what you've sown,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
We could have had it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
It all, it all, it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside of your hands,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
Could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside of your hands,
But you played it,
You played it,
You played it,
You played it to the beat.
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark,
Finally, I can see you crystal clear,
Go ahead and sell me out and I'll lay your sheet bare,
See how I'll leave with every piece of you,
Don't underestimate the things that I will do,
There's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark,
The scars of your love remind me of us,
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all,
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless,
I can't help feeling,
We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside of your hands,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
Baby, I have no story to be told,
But I've heard one on you and I'm gonna make your head burn,
Think of me in the depths of your despair,
Make a home down there as mine sure won't be shared,
The scars of your love remind me of us,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
I can't help feeling,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside of your hands,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
Could have had it all,
Rolling in the deep,
You had my heart inside of your hands,
But you played it with a beating,
Throw your soul through every open door,
Count your blessings to find what you look for,
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold,
You'll pay me back in kind and reap just what you've sown,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
We could have had it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
It all, it all, it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside of your hands,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
Could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside of your hands,
But you played it,
You played it,
You played it,
You played it to the beat.
3/17/2011
Pink Floyd - Time
Ticking away the moments that make up a dull day
You fritter and waste the hours in an offhand way
Kicking around on a piece of ground in your home town
Waiting for someone or something to show you the way
Tired of lying in the sunshine
Staying home to watch the rain
And you are young and life is long
And there is time to kill today
And then one day you find
Ten years have got behind you
No one told you when to run
You missed the starting gun
And you run, and you run to catch up with the sun, but it's sinking
Racing around to come up behind you again
The sun is the same in a relative way, but you're older
Shorter of breath and one day closer to death
Every year is getting shorter
Never seem to find the time
Plans that either come to nought
Or half a page of scribbled lines
Hanging on in quiet desparation is the English way
The time is gone
The song is over
Thought I'd something more to say
Home, home again
I like to be here when I can
When I come home cold and tired
It's good to warm my bones beside the fire
Far away across the field
The tolling of the iron bell
Calls the faithful to their knees
To hear the softly spoken magic spells
Time
You fritter and waste the hours in an offhand way
Kicking around on a piece of ground in your home town
Waiting for someone or something to show you the way
Tired of lying in the sunshine
Staying home to watch the rain
And you are young and life is long
And there is time to kill today
And then one day you find
Ten years have got behind you
No one told you when to run
You missed the starting gun
And you run, and you run to catch up with the sun, but it's sinking
Racing around to come up behind you again
The sun is the same in a relative way, but you're older
Shorter of breath and one day closer to death
Every year is getting shorter
Never seem to find the time
Plans that either come to nought
Or half a page of scribbled lines
Hanging on in quiet desparation is the English way
The time is gone
The song is over
Thought I'd something more to say
Home, home again
I like to be here when I can
When I come home cold and tired
It's good to warm my bones beside the fire
Far away across the field
The tolling of the iron bell
Calls the faithful to their knees
To hear the softly spoken magic spells
Time
La Musique
雖然現在還聽不太懂classic
可是卻很認真地在喜歡
弦樂真的是用來「挑情」的
鋼琴說真的就像是老朋友的聲音
讓人很習慣但偶爾還是會發現不同的驚喜與震撼
Oboe的聲音有點像是圓滾滾的孩童
尤其是在Mozart的Oboe concerto裡面
感覺真的很愉快
到現在還是很感謝 二ノ宮知子
她用一種很輕鬆的方式
讓人接觸到classic
可是卻很認真地在喜歡
弦樂真的是用來「挑情」的
鋼琴說真的就像是老朋友的聲音
讓人很習慣但偶爾還是會發現不同的驚喜與震撼
Oboe的聲音有點像是圓滾滾的孩童
尤其是在Mozart的Oboe concerto裡面
感覺真的很愉快
到現在還是很感謝 二ノ宮知子
她用一種很輕鬆的方式
讓人接觸到classic
3/13/2011
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3/06/2011
3/05/2011
無‧理由
雙手
繞上咽喉
緊緊 用勁 纏住
雙眼默默地承受
他 扭曲的臉孔
慢慢地
感覺到反抗變得疲弱
掙扎讓步
退縮成 無言的哀求
冷靜
說明理智仍在作用
冷漠
被反覆折騰的情感 麻木
但卻 莫名地急切
急切地需要一個結局 一個解脫
發狠地 加重力道 催促
沒有什麼理由
繞上咽喉
緊緊 用勁 纏住
雙眼默默地承受
他 扭曲的臉孔
慢慢地
感覺到反抗變得疲弱
掙扎讓步
退縮成 無言的哀求
冷靜
說明理智仍在作用
冷漠
被反覆折騰的情感 麻木
但卻 莫名地急切
急切地需要一個結局 一個解脫
發狠地 加重力道 催促
沒有什麼理由
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