Ears' Virginity

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去整形整所穿了耳洞

感覺還OK

只是不希望它們發炎...


弟弟知道的第一個反應

是「你為什麼要穿耳洞?」

他其實頗擔心


不過 這是一件必須要做的事情

為了留住某些東西

電擊

昨天被電慘了

面對新老師

新的教室的第一堂課



問句吐不出半句

回答也是

很糟...

延續性

昨天

借了好幾本類型相同的漫畫

但實際看了之後

才發現幾乎都事短篇的作品

裡面的故事當然有吸引人的


但是 沒有令人目不轉睛的前後

情感變得很淺 很可惜



故事可能的延續性

也許是最具吸引力的吧

就像童話故事中刻意製造出來的美好

讓讀者的雙眼矇蔽

然後盲目的去相信

不會有衝突和意外的完美未來

所以這些故事才會有那麼長久的歷史

跟那麼高的受歡迎度





渴求 那種帶真實的延續性

Daniel Merriweather Water and a Flame

Seven days has gone so fast,
I really thought the pain would pass.
It's been nearly an hour,
since I thought of you.

But your not answering the phone,
I'd settle for a busy tone,
At least that by that I'd know that you're okay.
A girl like you ain't meant to go away.
Oh...

Now you're gone,
Theres nothing else I want.
Now that it's over,
There's nothing else I want.
What have I done,
looks like I was wrong.
Is everything really meant to change,
I guess we're like water and a flame.
water and a flame..

Adele:
I'm tired of this empty house,
I need a drink to get me out.
A couple more til I forget your name.

I saw a boy that looked like you,
I didn't know quite what to do,
It took a power of will to break my stare.
I realized what I wanted wasn't there.

Now you're gone,
Theres nothing else I want.
Now that it's over,
There's nothing else I want.
What have I done?
Looks like I was wrong.

Is everything really meant to change,
I guess we're like water and a flame.
Water and a flame...

Daniel:
If you see me coming...
Adele:
I look away, I look away...
Daniel:
And if your mind is made up...
Adele:
I look away, I will look away...

Daniel:
If your worry bound
Adele:
I'm okay, I'm okay, yes I am
Daniel:
All this sorrow and this pain,
is going to go away

Daniel & Adele:
Now you're gone,
There's nothing else I want.
Now that it's over,
There's nothing else I want.
What have I done,
looks like I was wrong.
Is everything really meant to change,
I guess we're like water and a flame.
Water and a flame...

彼氏彼女の事情

這是一部頗人生的漫畫

青春負載的沉重

然後成長成人

過程很辛苦

不過特定多數人的陪伴與支持

總是有重見光明的那一刻

裡面的角色雖然年輕稚嫩有

對於未來有些迷惘

可是都很清楚自己的喜好

有一股令人欣羨衝勁和熱情



動畫做的很好

但是如果不看漫畫原著的話

錯過很多驚人黑暗真實的畫面

也就是他們真正的人生

J'ai tué ma mère

「不想愛，但無法不愛的人」

這是對母親說的話

再貼切不過

電影裡面主角的糾結 歇斯底里

時不時想要重建那親手碎裂關係的矛盾

那悶在心裏熾熱 煎熬自己的火

讓人目不轉睛 激盪起深刻的漣漪







此片為男主角自導自演

Piazzolla: Enrico IV - Oblivion

遺忘

實質為緬懷的悲傷

真摯

刻骨銘心的繾綣

濃的化不開



Ástor Pantaleón Piazzolla

Just

can't be the all

can't take the all



you are the one must be shared

divided into plenty pieces

willingly or reluctantly

consciously or unconsciously

but not equally





just pretending

don't care

you don't know

how strong i crave for you

仔細

仔細問過自己

關於未來

其實什麼都不想要

什麼都不想做



有點恨自己

略帶輕賤




到底該怎麼辦


看著辦吧


純粹只是想要逃離這一切吧