12/31/2011

12/31

今天是2011年的最後一天

很顯然世界並不會在2012的一開始就毀滅

然而我的家庭卻不然

所有的事情都要糟了

也許早該割一割了

親情什麼的

也許就是那樣

12/21/2011

Born to Die

Feet don't fail me now
Take me to the finish line
All my heart, it breaks every step that I take
But I'm hoping that the gates,
They'll tell me that you're mine
Walking through the city streets
Is it by mistake or design?
I feel so alone on a friday night
Can you make it feel like home, if I tell you you're mine
It's like I told you honey

Don't make me sad, don't make me cry
Sometimes love's not enough when the road gets tough
I don't know why
Keep making me laugh,
Let's go get high
Road's long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime

Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
Choose your last words
This is the last time
Cause you and I, we were born to die

Lost but now I am found
I can see but once I was blind
I was so confused as a little child
Tried to take what I could get
Scared that I couldn't find
All the answers, honey

Don't make me sad, don't make me cry
Sometimes love's not enough when the road gets tough
I don't know why
Keep making me laugh,

Let's go get high
Road's long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime

Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
Choose your last words,
This is the last time
Cause you and I
We were born to die
We were born to die
We were born to die

Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane

Don't make me sad, don't make me cry
Sometimes love's not enough when the road gets tough
I don't know why
Keep making me laugh,
Let's go get high
Road's long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime

Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
Choose your last words
This is the last time
Cause You and I
We were born to die
We were born to die

12/09/2011

固定

大概要固定住在那裏了吧...

只有周末回家

該改變了...

12/05/2011

Stand by me

Made a meal and threw it up on sunday
I've got a lot of things to learn
Said I would and I'll be leaving one day
Before my heart starts to burn

So what's the matter with you
Sing me something new
Don't you know the cold and wind and rain don't know
They only seem to come and go away

Times are hard when things have got no meaning
I've found a key upon the floor
Maybe you and I will not believe in
The things we find behind the door

So what's the matter with you
Sing me something new
Don't you know the cold and wind and rain don't know
They only seem to come and go away

Stand by me
Nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me
Nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me
Nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me
Nobody knows
Yeah nobody knows the way it's gonna be

If your leaving will you take me with you
I'm tired of talking on my phone
There is one thing I can never give you
My heart will never be your home

So what's the matter with you
Sing me something new
Don't you know the cold and wind and rain don't know
They only seem to come and go away

Stand by me
Nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me
Nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me
Nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me
Nobody knows
Yeah nobody knows the way it's gonna be

The way it's gonna be, yeah
Maybe I can see, yeah
But don't you know the cold and wind and rain don't know
They only seem to come and go away

Stand by me
Nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me
Nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me
Nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me
Nobody knows
Yeah God only knows the way it's gonna be

11/30/2011

Mes jeunes années

Mes jeunes années
Courent dans la montagne,
Courent dans les sentiers
Pleins d'oiseaux et de fleurs
Et les Pyrénées
Chantent au vent d'Espagne,
Chantent la mélodie
Qui berça mon coeur,
Chantent les souvenirs,
Chantent ma tendre enfance,
Chantent tous les beaux jours
A jamais finis
Et, comme les bergers
Des montagnes de France,
Chantent le ciel léger
De mon beau pays.

Parfois, loin des ruisseaux,
Loin des sources vagabondes,
Loin des fraîches chansons d'eau,
Loin des cascades qui grondent,
Je songe, et c'est là ma chanson,
Au temps béni des premières saisons.

Mes jeunes années
Courent dans la montagne,
Courent dans les sentiers
Pleins d'oiseaux et de fleurs
Et les Pyrénées
Chantent au vent d'Espagne,
Chantent la mélodie
Qui berça mon coeur,
Chantent les souvenirs,
Chantent ma tendre enfance,
Chantent tous les beaux jours
A jamais finis
Et, comme les bergers
Des montagnes de France,
Chantent le ciel léger
De mon beau pays.

11/13/2011

This train don't stop there anymore

You may not believe it
But I don't believe in miracles anymore
And when I think about it
I don't believe I ever did for sure
All the things I've said in songs
All the purple prose you bought from me
Reality's just black and white
The sentimental things I'd write
Never meant that much to me

I used to be the main express
All steam and whistles heading west
Picking up my pain from door to door
Riding on the storyline
Furnace burning overtime
But this train don't stop,
This train don't stop,
This train don't stop there anymore

You don't need to hear it
But I'm dried up and sick to death of love
If you need to know it
I never really understood that stuff
All the stars and bleeding hearts
All the tears that welled up in my eyes
Never meant a thing to me
Read 'em as they say and weep
I've never felt enough to cry

When I said that I don't care
It really means my engine's breaking down
The chisel chips my heart again
The granite cracks beneath my skin
I crumble into pieces on the ground

10/28/2011

他說

然後他說了

"真是尷尬啊!"

反悔了

想好要買煮水壺

想要好要舞舞舞

結果都在一念之間

反悔了

只有上集而沒有下集的白夜行

真叫人焦急

希望弟弟快點回來

想些辦法

10/23/2011

Jane Eyre



Beautiful Mind

Free Soul Free the world

Le Refuge



生命的結束、延續

是命定或是意外?

選擇

Die Welle



如同潮水般的青春

強勁卻無法自行凝聚焦點

擴散 四散

抑制不住的力量 滅亡

Soeur Sourire



任性的 天真的

不知輕重地消逝

10/15/2011

靜止

細瘦的頸子

鑲上

醬紫色的指印


靜止

一片死寂


接受 平靜地

淚濕 淚乾的痕跡


憤恨疑惑委屈

10/05/2011

Breakfast on Pluto


在看完之後

心中有種無法平復的難過

對於得不到的卻又想得到的觀望

心疼到不行


而做了自己後

卻成了背道而馳、該被圍剿的異端份子


粉紅色的墨鏡

why everything so serious?

10/02/2011

Have tried

Have tried

straight the twisted

9/25/2011

André Mathieu - L'enfant Prodige




天才是孤獨的

間隔起來的世界

沉浸在自己的世界中

綑鎖著

無法跳脫

André Mathieu

9/21/2011

文革

文化大革命

Moi Lolita

Moi je m'appelle Lolita
Lo ou bien Lola
Du pareil au meme
Moi je m'appelle Lolita
Quand je reve aux loups
C'est Lola qui saigne
Quand fourche ma langue,
j'ai la un fou rire aussi fou
Qu'un phenomene Je m'appelle Lolita
Lo de vie, lo aux amours diluviennes

Moi je m'appelle Lolita
Collegienne aux bas
Bleus de methylene
Moi je m'appelle Lolita
Colereuse et pas
Mi-coton, mi-laine

Motus et bouche qui n'dis pas
A maman que je suis un phenomene
Je m'appelle Lolita
Lo de vie, lo aux amours diluviennes

Repeat Refrain

C'est pas ma faute
Et quand je donne ma langue aux chats
Je vois les autres
Tout prets a se jeter sur moi
C'est pas ma faute a moi
Si j'entends tout autour de moi
Hello, helli, t'es A (L.O.L.I.T.A.)
Moi Lolita

J'ai pas vingt ans

C’est pas l’histoire d’un jour
Qui rime avec amour,
Plutôt un long séjour
Mais pas: un “pour toujours”
J’veux pas d’un “pour la vie” qui mène au paradis,
Moi j’ai le temps!
C’est juste un compromis, un peu comme l’eau de pluie
Qui devient l’océan…
C’est pas l’enfer non plus
Question d’habitude…
Si c’est pas pour la vie, tant pis,
Alors dis oui…

J’aime pas l’habitude!
J’aime pas quand ça dure!
J’ai pas vingt ans…
J’ai pas d’attitude… Même si j’ai l’allure!
J’ai pas vingt ans… Et des talons aiguilles: un talent de fille,
Mélodie du vent…
Je change comme je rime, cachet d’aspirine,
On est vieux à vingt ans…
Moi j’ai le temps!

C’est pas l’histoire d’amour
Qui coule comme l’Adour
Plutôt un courant d’air
Qui souffle sur ta terre
J’veux plus d’un: je m’attache, qui m’ennuie et me fâche
Moi j’ai le temps!
Plutôt un coup d’audace, faut m’aimer à ma place
Et m’attendre au tournant

La la la la la, mélodie du vent

9/19/2011

Redline Day




Right before the sunrise, one thing is on my mind
Need to take the stress and throw it all away
Feelings to discover, knowing undercover
What does it really mean to me

You are the flower I'm the rain
Without you life is not the same
I'm everything you'll ever need
Though rarely spoken, we still proceed

I can see the sunlight, looking into your eyes
You're riding right next to me, and we both become one
Heading towards the sun, following the line
Following the redline to the sun

You are the air that I breathe
Without you I am incomplete
You are the only one for me
Though rarely spoken, I know you believe

I love you, I love you
I love you, I love you
I love you, I love you
I love you, I love you

It's a redline day, everything's ok
Put your cares away, it's a redline day
It's a redline day, we can love today
And I hope you say, it's a redline day
It's a redline day, It's a perfect day
Time to get away, it's a redline day
It's a redline day, everyone can play
Everybody say, it's a redline day

I love you, I love you
I love you, I love you
I love you, I love you
I love you, I love you

Right before the sunrise, one thing is on my mind
Need to take the stress and throw it all away
Feelings to discover, knowing undercover
What does it really mean to me

You are the flower I'm the rain
Without you life is not the same
I'm everything you'll ever need
Though rarely spoken, we still proceed

一定的事情

不論別人怎麼定義

一定要成為在家人的心中的支柱

9/18/2011

Oh Land_Rainbow

Drive a little bit further
Don't get out, the morning wants to keep us safe in here
Resting on your shoulder
We won't go, until there's no
More people out there

You can make it click
Making me pop
Going for the goal
With the clean cut
Searching no more
All melodies
Are coming ashore
Flushing over me

You are all over my rainbow
Taking the scene
In my crazy dream
Only you are on my rainbow
No one else here
Nothing gets near
You

Nothing's fast or slow
It's in-between
Where red and green
And land and oceans meet
Peacefully I'm quiet
Cause nothing here is
Mad, bad or dangerous to know

You can make it click
Making me pop
Going for the goal
With the clean cut
Searching no more
All melodies
Are coming ashore
Flushing over me

You are all over my rainbow
Taking the scene
In my crazy dream
Only you are on my rainbow
No one else here
Nothing gets near
You

You can make it click
Making me pop
[x4]

You are all over my rainbow

You can make it click
Making me pop
[x4]

Oh Land

唐山大地震



沒了,才知道什麼是沒了...

沒有體驗過的恐懼、絕望...

到了關鍵時候

什麼是該有的選擇

該把什麼那入考慮?


掙扎

悔過

然後呢?


唐山大地震

電影

9/10/2011

Gloomy Sunday

Gloomy Sunday
Sunday is gloomy,
My hours are slumberless
Dear as the shadows
I live with are numberless
Little white flowers
Will never awaken you
Not where the black culture's
Sorrow has taken you
Angels have no thoughts
Of ever returning you
Wouldn't they be angry
If I thought of joining you?

Gloomy Sunday

Gloomy Sunday,
with shadows I spend it all
My heart and I
Have decided to end it all
Soon there'll be candles
And prayers that I say I know
But let them not weep
Let them know
That I'm glad to go
For death is no dream
And in death I'm caressing you
With the last
Breath of my soul
I'll be blessing you

Gloomy Sunday

Dreaming, I was only dreaming
I awake and I find
You asleep in the deep of my heart
Deep

Darling I hope
That my dream never haunted you
My heart is telling you
How much I wanted you
Gloomy Sunday

9/08/2011

Contracorriente



媚惑的風吹砂

封閉的村莊


開始於葬禮

結束於葬禮


離不開寬廣 深藍色的海洋

愛沉默 不沉没

8/22/2011

Dites-lui que je l'aime






基本上,有很多訊息是藏匿著的

觀眾無法得知

男主角為了自己的青梅竹馬癡狂

只要牽扯到他心愛的女人

他的情緒就會很失控、高張

最後的結局貌似得不到的得到

需要被定位

再不同的關係裡面

該如何安放及安撫蠢蠢欲動的「自尊」?


8/10/2011

Prayer for Bobby

Knowing

understanding

accepting



but simply losing

8/08/2011

叔姪

他拉了張椅子給她

在她坐下之後

上次她坐在他的旁邊是什麼時候

眼前的她似乎又變回從前的模樣

而那時的他對她來說是比父親還親的存在

國中的時候她還會主動簽起他的手

而如今卻全都變了樣

再也不那麼常見面了

也很少來家裡吃飯了

到底是哪裡了問題

唉... ...或許,小孩子長大了

他們的態度就不再一樣了


思緒停止浮動

他熱絡地加入大家正在討論的話題

忘了身旁的存在 對自己曾經的特別

7/29/2011

7/26/2011

Quote:6.河畔的市鎮

「我要是先死的話,你就在我的墓上灑日本酒,還要是烈的。」

7/19/2011

Stromae Alor on danse

Alors on d… (X3)

Qui dit étude dit travail,
Qui dit taf te dit les thunes,
Qui dit argent dit dépenses,
Qui dit crédit dit créance,
Qui dit dette te dit huissier,
Oui dit assis dans la merde.
Qui dit Amour dit les gosses,
Dit toujours et dit divorce.
Qui dit proches te dis deuils car les problèmes ne viennent pas seul.
Qui dit crise te dis monde dit famine dit tiers- monde.
Qui dit fatigue dit réveille encore sourd de la veille,
Alors on sort pour oublier tous les problèmes.
Alors on danse… (X9)
Et la tu t'dis que c'est fini car pire que ça ce serait la mort.
Qu'en tu crois enfin que tu t'en sors quand y en a plus et ben y en a encore!
Ecstasy dis problème les problèmes ou bien la musique.
Ca t'prends les trips ca te prends la tête et puis tu prie pour que ça s'arrête.
Mais c'est ton corps c’est pas le ciel alors tu t’bouche plus les oreilles.
Et là tu cries encore plus fort et ca persiste...
Alors on chante
Lalalalalala, Lalalalalala,
Alors on chante
Lalalalalala, Lalalalalala

Alors on chante (x2)
Et puis seulement quand c’est fini, alors on danse.
Alors on danse (x7)
Et ben y en a encore (X5)

song

7/17/2011

Truffaut Boy Meets Girl





有點注重拍攝手法的片

看的出他想表達的是

年輕人對於愛的糾結

最後

男主角殺了自己後來愛上的女主角

戲劇化的收場

感情的內容次於拍攝的技巧

Jules et Jim






有個性的女人

隨性地滿足自己

任何事無法成為她的阻撓

丈夫 女兒 家庭 眾情人

她要的

她一定要得到

得不到的 只好毀掉

也許她也痛苦

她也向眾人般無時無刻地受自己的譴責


最後讓她的丈夫

眼睜睜地看著

她開帶著他最好的朋友也是她的情夫

墬入水中


解放了

或許所有的人


Mon homme



愛過了頭

受傷退縮

卻無法再融入 正常社會

也在也回不到從前

喪失了個人特有的丰采



脆弱 堅強了

片中的女主角


然而卻跟普通人一樣

受傷後

她選擇漠視 自己內心的真實

走上了凋零之路


而後悔

是無法再來一次的

7/14/2011

那年夏天,寧靜的海



聽不見海聲卻愛上海的衝浪者

於一片寧靜中

感受著冰冷的海水

一波一波地來襲

無聲的輕盈帶著淡淡的哀愁

若有似無的重


很奇妙的是

看著男生肩膀擔著衝浪板和隨身衣物的帶子

察覺不到物品是有重量的

但是 當他的女友幫他把這些東西背回去的時候

那感覺 卻意外的有份量


最後的雨天

在看不見男孩的海上

心被擰繃了

留下的真的是一片寧靜


女海最後去千葉海灘

送行時

她留在沙灘上的足跡莫名地特別醒目



音樂監督是石久讓

他一貫的風格

讓人想起龍貓



北野武

那年夏天,寧靜的海

Finished Reading SV

川端康成‧山之音

村上龍‧初夜 重逢夜 最後一夜

Alone on a wide wide sea

Farinelli



牽扯上了情感、天賦和瘋狂的電影

卻少了感動人的東西

除了主角的歌聲之外

心情的掙扎似乎不夠細膩

有點可惜



wiki

Finished Reading


Swan Thieves

結束的很突然

7/09/2011

U2 Staring at the Sun

Summer stretching on the grass
Summer dresses pass
In the shade of a willow tree
Creeps a crawling over me

Over me and over you
Stuck together with God's glue
It's going to get stickier too
It's been a long hot summer
Let's get under cover
Don't try too hard to think
Don't think at all

I'm not the only one
Staring at the sun
Afraid of what you'd find
If you took a look inside

I'm not just deaf and dumb
Staring at the sun
Not the only one
Who's happy to go blind

There's an insect in your ear
If you scratch it won't disappear
It's going to itch and burn and sting
You want to see what the scratching brings

Waves that leave me out of reach
Breaking on your back like a beach
Will we ever live in peace
'Cause those that can't do
Often have to
And those that can't do
Often have to preach

To the ones
Staring at the sun
Afraid of what you'll find
If you took a look inside

Not just deaf and dumb
Staring at the sun
I'm not the only one
Who'd rather go blind

Intransigence is all around
Military still in town
Armour plated suits and ties
Daddy just won't say goodbye

Referee won't blow the whistle
God is good but will He listen
I'm nearly great
But there's something missing
I left it in the duty free
But you never really belonged to me

You're not the only one
Staring at the sun
Afraid of what you'd find
If you stepped back inside

I'm not sucking on my thumb
I'm staring at the sun
Not the only one
Who's happy to go blind

直行

夢到了

三個人同坐一車

錯過了原本的目的地 家

卻不曾停下


直行

最後

到了哪?

歸處

不知從何開始

只是看到了結局

記下來的片段


這個從來沒有擁有過的東西


這群可笑的人

只是游蕩 孤獨

剩下的

急需解決

剩下的四分之ㄧ?


是個曖昧的問題

即使不了解

也不在意


仍是個未完成品

U2 - One

Is it getting better
Or do you feel the same
Will it make it easier on you now
You got someone to blame
You say...

One love
One life
When it's one need
In the night
One love
We get to share it
Leaves you baby if you
Don't care for it

Did I disappoint you
Or leave a bad taste in your mouth
You act like you never had love
And you want me to go without
Well it's...

Too late
Tonight
To drag the past out into the light
We're one, but we're not the same
We get to
Carry each other
Carry each other
One...

Have you come here for forgiveness
Have you come to raise the dead
Have you come here to play Jesus
To the lepers in your head

Did I ask too much
More than a lot
You gave me nothing
Now it's all I got
We're one
But we're not the same
Well we
Hurt each other
Then we do it again
You say
Love is a temple
Love a higher law
Love is a temple
Love the higher law
You ask me to enter
But then you make me crawl
And I can't be holding on
To what you got
When all you got is hurt

One love
One blood
One life
You got to do what you should
One life
With each other
Sisters
Brothers
One life
But we're not the same
We get to
Carry each other
Carry each other

One...life

One


Song

wiki

7/05/2011

Andrej Pejic



Andrej Pejic

uncovered beauty mystery



wiki

7/04/2011

YSL




極富魅力的設計師

wiki

7/02/2011

Save me

I got a candle
And I've got a spoon
I live in a hallway with no doors
And no rooms

Under a windowsill
They all were found
A touch of concrete within the doorway
Without a sound

Someone save me if you will
And take away all these pills
And please just save me if you can
From my blasphemy in my wasteland

How did I get here
And what went wrong
Couldn't handle forgiveness
Now I'm far beyond gone

I can hardly remember
The look of my own eyes
How can I love this a life so dishonest
It made me compromise

Someone save me if you will
And take away all these pills
And please just save me if you can
From my blasphemy in my wasteland

Jump in the water
Jump in with me
Jump on the altar
Lay down with me

The hardest question to answer
Is why

Why

Someone save me if you will
And take away all these pills
And please just save me if you can
From my blasphemy in my wasteland

Someone save me
Someone save me
Somebody save me
Somebody save me
Please don't erase me

7/01/2011

慌亂

聽著卡門

很慌亂



仔細一想

愛思雁畫的卡門

是最美的

M.F. Husain



wiki

6/30/2011

凹陷

心情突然凹陷了...

可是因為肚子餓了吧...

Alone on A Wide Wide Sea





心飄到了海上

乘著波濤上下

一望無際的海洋

深邃 張狂


囊括 吞食 一切的

泱漭

6/29/2011

Martyr







A martyr (Greek: μάρτυς, mártys, "witness"; stem μάρτυρ-, mártyr-) is somebody who suffers persecution and death for refusing to renounce a belief or cause, usually religious.



In its original meaning, the word martyr, meaning witness, was used in the secular sphere as well as in the New Testament of the Bible. The process of bearing witness was not intended to lead to the death of the witness, although it is known from ancient writers (e.g. Josephus) and from the New Testament that witnesses often died for their testimonies.

During the early Christian centuries, the term acquired the extended meaning of a believer who is called to witness for their religious belief, and on account of this witness, endures suffering and/or death. The term, in this later sense, entered the English language as a loanword. The death of a martyr or the value attributed to it is called martyrdom.

The early Christians who first began to use the term 'martyr' in its new sense saw Jesus as the first and greatest martyr, on account of his crucifixion. The early Christians appear to have seen Jesus as the archetypical martyr.

The word "martyr" is used in English to describe a wide variety of people. However, the following table presents a general outline of common features present in stereotypical martyrdoms.

Shine on You Crazy Diamond

Remember when you were young,
You shone like the sun.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Now there's a look in your eyes,
Like black holes in the sky.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
You were caught on the crossfire
Of childhood and stardom,
Blown on the steel breeze.
Come on you target for faraway laughter,
Come on you stranger, you legend, you martyr, and shine !


You reached for the secret too soon,
You cried for the moon.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Threatened by shadows at night,
And exposed in the light.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Well you wore out your welcome
With random percision,
Rode on the steel breeze.
Come on you raver, you seer of visions,
Come on you painter, you piper, you prisoner, and shine !

6/28/2011

Call me

Wrap me in a bolt of lightning
Send me on my way still smiling
Maybe that's the way I should go
Straight into the mouth of the unknown

Left the spare key on the table
Never really thought I'd be able to say
I merely visit on the weekend
I lost my whole life and a dear friend

I've said it so many times
I would change my ways
No, never mind
God knows I've tried

Call me a sinner, call me a saint
Tell me it's over, I'll still love you the same
Call me your favorite, call me the worst
Tell me it's over, I don't want you to hurt
It's all that I can say, so I'll be on my way

I finally put it all together
But nothing really lasts forever
I had to make a choice that was not mine
I had to say goodbye for the last time

I kept my whole life in suitcase
Never really stayed in one place
Maybe that's the way it should be
You know I've led my life like a gypsy

I've said it so many times
I would change my ways
No, never mind
God knows I've tried

Call me a sinner, call me a saint
Tell me it's over, I'll still love you the same
Call me your favorite, call me the worst
Tell me it's over, I don't want you to hurt
It's all that I can say, so I'll be on my way

I'll always keep you inside
You healed my heart and my life
And you know I tried

Call me a sinner, call me a saint
Tell me it's over, I'll still love you the same
Call me your favorite, call me the worst
Tell me it's over, I don't want you to hurt
It's all that I can say, so I'll be on my way
So I'll be on my way, so I'll be on my way

If You only knew

If you only knew
I'm hanging by a thread, the web I spin for you
If you only knew
I'd sacrifice my beating heart before I lose you

I still hold onto the letters you returned
I swear I've lived and learned

It's 4:03, and I can't sleep
Without you next to me, I toss and turn like the sea
If I drown tonight, bring me back to life
Breathe your breath in me

The only thing that I still believe in is you
If you only knew

If you only knew how many times I counted
All the words that went wrong
If you only knew how I refuse to let you go
Even when you're gone

I don't regret any days I spent
Nights we shared or letters that I sent

It's 4:03, and I can't sleep
Without you next to me, I toss and turn like the sea
If I drown tonight, bring me back to life
Breathe your breath in me

The only thing that I still believe in is you
If you only knew, if you will only knew

I still hold onto the letters you returned
You helped me live and learn

It's 4:03, and I can't sleep
Without you next to me, I toss and turn like the sea
If I drown tonight, bring me back to life
Breathe your breath in me

The only thing that I still believe in is you
Believe in is you, I still believe in you, oh
If you only knew

Dandelion

The Crow and The Butterfly

I painted your room at
Midnight, so I'd know
Yesterday was over
I put all your books on the top shelf,
Even the one with the four leaf clover
Man, I'm getting older
I took all your pictures off the wall
and wrapped them in a news paper blanket
I haven't slept in what seems like a century,
and now I can barely breathe

[Chorus]
Just like a crow chasing the butterfly
dandelions lost in the summer sky
When you and I were getting high as outer space,
I never thought you'd slip away
I guess I was just a little too late

Your words still serenade me,
Your lullabies won't let me sleep
I've never heard such a haunting melody.
Oh, it's killing me
You know I can barely breathe

[Chorus]
Just like a crow chasing the butterfly
dandelions lost in the summer sky
When you and I were getting high as outer space,
I never thought you'd slip away
I guess I was just a little too late

Just like a crow chasing the butterfly
dandelions lost in the summer sky
When you and I were getting high as outer space,
I never thought you'd slip away -

Like a crow chasing the Butterfly
dandelions lost in the summer sky
When you and I were getting high as outer space,
I never thought you'd slip away
I guess I was just a little too late

Just a little too late

村上龍 - 最後一夜

我們的快樂已經沉澱了,沒辦法流向任何地方,也不會有那種只靠著濃濃的記憶就會快樂的想法。

6/27/2011

注意到

溫柔是可以被利用的

Initial D- Running in the 90s

Modem talking, modern walking in the streets
New desire,take me higher
Lift me higher with your speed
I need fire

Get the satellite if you want to see me
Talking on the net I know the way you like it
Get your credit card cause I need no money
All I wanna get is you baby

*Running in the nineties, is a new way I like to be
I'm just running in the nineties
come on baby run to me
We are running in the nineties, is a new way to set me free
I'm just running in the nineties
yes I wanna know, yes I wanna see

Cyber talking
Cybersex is on the line
New desire

Take me higher
Boost me higher with your mind
Set me on fire

Get the satellite if you want to see me
Talking on the net I know the way you like it
Get your credit card cause I need no money
All I wanna get is you baby


*Repeat

New desire
I need fire

*Repeat

Take me higher
Lift me higher with your speed
I need fire

Get the satellite
Talking on the net
Get your credit card
All I wanna get

Running in the nineties, Running in the nineties
Running in the nineties, Running in the nineties

No Surprise

A heart that's full up like a landfill
A job that slowly kills you
Bruises that won't heal

You look so tired and unhappy
Bring down the government
They don't, they don't speak for us
I'll take a quiet life
A handshake of carbon monoxide

No alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises
Silent, silent

This is my final fit, my final bellyache with

No alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises please

Such a pretty house, such a pretty garden

No alarms and no surprises (let me out of here)
No alarms and no surprises (let me out of here)
No alarms and no surprises please (let me out of here)

6/26/2011

Quote《海邊的卡夫卡》

盧梭把人類開始製造柵欄定義為文明生產之時,一切文明都是在柵欄圍起來的不自由下的產物。

堅強本身可以化作道德。

Quote《尋找幸福的遊戲──澡堂》

「母親的信永遠都是從不痛不癢的閒話家常開始。」

「『我要演戲。為自己想做的事而活。』八重子只是不斷地重覆著這句在自己心中老早就開始腐朽的話。像是在燈光下、在背景音樂吞噬下,敘述著一句璀璨亮麗的台詞。」

Quote《螢火蟲》

「一律乳白色的窗簾,褪了色也不顯目的顏色。」

「我不清楚國旗為何不在夜裡飄揚?夜裡,國家還是存在,許多人仍在工作,這許多人沒有受到國家的庇護,是不是有點不公平?或許沒有什麼大不了,或許根本沒有人注意,只除了我───而我不過是一瞬間的想法,沒有什麼深刻的意味。」

6/21/2011

Comfortably Numb

Hello?
Is there anybody in there?
Just nod if you can hear me.
Is there anyone at home?
Come on, now,
I hear you're feeling down.
Well I can ease your pain
And get you on your feet again.
Relax.
I need some information first.
Just the basic facts
Can you show me where it hurts?

There is no pain you are receding
A distant ship, smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying.
When I was a child I had a fever
My hands felt just like two balloons.
Now I've got that feeling once again
I can't explain you would not understand
This is not how I am.
I have become comfortably numb.

(solo)

I have become comfortably numb.

O. K.
Just a little pin prick.
There'll be no more AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
But you may feel a little sick.
Can you stand up?
I do believe its working. Good.
That'll keep you going through the show
Come on it's time to go.

There is no pain you are receding
A distant ship, smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying.
When I was a child
I caught a fleeting glimpse
Out of the corner of my eye
I turned to look but it was gone
I cannot put my finger on it now
The child is grown,
The dream is gone.
I have become comfortably numb.

6/20/2011

Pie Jesu

Angelis

Celtic Woman

this two versions are so beautiful

Wish you were Here

So, so you think you can tell
Heaven from Hell,
Blue skys from pain.
Can you tell a green field
From a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?

And did they get you to trade
Your heros for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange
A walk on part in the war
For a lead role in a cage?

How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls
Swimming in a fish bowl,
Year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found?
The same old fears.
Wish you were here.


song

柔軟於心

一旦被觸及心中的柔軟

一切都接著自然的發生了

6/17/2011

星星之舟

很久沒有看這麼觸動人心的故事了

哥白尼的呼吸




昨天晚上硬是看完了

中村的哥白尼的呼吸

整個晚上睡不好

裡面人物對事物 對情感的

執著

讓我輾轉反側

得不到心裡想要的

便什麼都無所謂

來者不拒,去者不留

欲求得到更多的傷害


那種痛苦 折磨

盤據於心

如同鬼影一般

無法擺脫


人啊 人啊

真的是很迷人的生物

矛盾和意外不斷

6/11/2011

Hotel California

On a dark desert highway
cool wind in my hair
Warm smell of colitas
rising up through the air
Up ahead in the distance
I saw a shimmering light
My head grew heavy and my sight grew dim
I had to stop for the night

There she stood in the doorway
I heard the mission bell
And I was thinking to myself
'This could be Heaven or this could be Hell'
Then she lit up a candle
and she showed me the way
There were voices down the corridor,
I thought I heard them say...

Welcome to the Hotel California
Such a lovely place
Such a lovely face
Plenty of room at the Hotel California
Any time of year, you can find it here

Her mind is Tiffany-twisted
she got the Mercedes Benz
She got a lot of pretty, pretty boys,
that she calls friends
How they dance in the courtyard
sweet summer sweat.
Some dance to remember
some dance to forget

So I called up the Captain
'Please bring me my wine'
He said,'We haven't had that spirit here since nineteen sixty nine'
And still those voices are calling from far away,
Wake you up in the middle of the night
Just to hear them say...

Welcome to the Hotel California
Such a lovely place
Such a lovely face
They livin' it up at the Hotel California
What a nice surprise, bring your alibis

Mirrors on the ceiling,
The pink champagne on ice
And she said 'We are all just prisoners here
of our own device'
And in the master's chambers
They gathered for the feast
They stab it with their steely knives
But they just can't kill the beast

Last thing I remember, I was
Running for the door
I had to find the passage back
To the place I was before
'Relax,'said the night man,
We are programmed to receive.
You can checkout any time you like
but you can never leave

今天

今天回去看了看以前的文章

從濫情到成形

有點欣慰的感覺

也許真的成長了



莫名奇妙地花了2300

買了一副耳環

只是為了補上掉進排水口的那一個

沒有單賣所以沒辦法單買

6/10/2011

La Vie en Rose (chanson)

Des yeux qui font baisser les miens
Un rir' qui se perd sur sa bouch'
Voila le portrait
sans retouch'
De I'homme auquel j'appartiens

Quand il me prend dans ses bras
ll me parle tout bas
Je vois la vie en rose
ll me dit des mots d'amour
Des mots de tous les jours
Et ca m'a fait quelque chose
ll est entre dans mon coeur
Une part de bonheur
Dont je connais la cause
C'est lui par moi
Moi par lui
dans la vie
ll me I'a dit
I'a jure pour la vie
Et des que je I'apercois
Alors je sens en moi
Mon coeur qui bat

When he takes me in 's arms
And whispers love for me
Everything is lovely
It's him for me and me for him
AII my life and it's so real
What I feel this is why

Et des que je I'apercois
Alors je sens en moi
Mon coeur qui bat
La vie en roge
la vie en rose

6/09/2011

不一樣

昨天想了一下

如果把分數能上 建中的女生

讓她去念建中不知道會發生什麼事情...



建中錄取台大的人數一直都比北一女多

好像學測滿級分的人也是一樣


好希望有人可以做這個研究

然後也安排一位能上北一女的男生去念北一女



好想知道有什麼不一樣

什麼樣子?

昨天

第一次浮現

「算了吧,別回家了...」


有點麻木了

沒有辦法溝通

以致於 想要離開


會變成什麼樣子?

6/04/2011

Blonde on Blonde

Cats and dogs are coming down
14th street is gonna drown
Everyone else rushing round
I've got blonde on blonde
On my portable stereo
It's a lullabye
From a giant golden radio
I've got no time i wanna lose
To people with something to prove
What can you do but let them talk
And make your way down the block
I've got blonde on blonde
On my portable stereo
It's a lullabye
From a giant golden radio
It's a lullabye
From wonder-woman's radio

Music

8 Femmes


八個女人

勾心鬥角

圖顯出女人的天性

狹隘v.s寬大


電影中有很多音樂成分

很活潑

看完電影後

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